71上 练字诵读如坐愁城 纸媒传播日暮途穷(1/2)

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    <h3>71上 练字诵读如坐愁城 纸媒传播日暮途穷（第1页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

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    近来，何致远每晚睡前会临摹一段唐代钟绍京的《灵飞经》。这次临摹《灵飞经》距离上一次，中间隔了十七年。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    和桂英谈恋爱的时候，两人一身轻松，何致远在学校上完课批完作业一得空子，或者回家后做完家务清闲了，便拿出纸和笔慢慢临摹。那时候没有手机，人心很恬淡，临摹了几年攒了些功底，学校需要写毛笔字的时候领导们常想起他。奈何近来临摹，次次不顺，笔画写得很粗糙，解构也不稳，远不如十七年前。单说今晚这张，总共两百个字，不到二十个字是临摹成功的。也许是许久没有观察研究《灵飞经》的笔迹，也许是毛笔十来年没用糙得跟扫帚一样乱翘，也许是自己的状态不好心不在焉、肺腑烦躁吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5aKo6L+56L+Y5pyq5bmy77yM6Ie06L+c55u05o6l5oqK5bCG6L+R5Lik5bCP5pe25omN5Li05a6M55qE5a2X5o+J5oiQ5LiA5Zui77yM5omU6L+b5LqG5Z6D5Zy+5qG244CC5LuW5Z2Q5Zyo56C05pen55qE5bqK5LiK77yM5Lik5omL6La05Zyo5o6J55qu55qE5qGM5a2Q5LiK77yM5oCd6ICD5Li65LuA5LmI44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    墨迹还未干，致远直接把将近两小时才临完的字揉成一团，扔进了垃圾桶。他坐在破旧的床上，两手趴在掉皮的桌子上，思考为什么。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    上午何致远点了份他爱吃的麻婆豆腐，送餐的小伙子将盒饭递给他时已经中午一点多了，拆开塑料袋正欲大口大口地吃，可小房子里不知哪一任住户留下来的椅子不稳当，他害怕摔了，于是坐在了亦不知哪一任住户留下来的一个塑料凳子上。饿了大半天的何致远左手捧着廉价的塑料盒，右手握着一次性筷子，大口吃了一半，忽然停下来了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    嚼米饭的间隙，他坐在十厘米高的塑料绿花凳子上，透过出租屋那硌手劣质的铁拉杆和肮脏狭窄的小窗户，他望不见白云，等不来清风，满眼所见全是阴森幽暗的农民房，农民房外还是农民房。对面楼里小孩的哭闹声如同在眼前一般清晰，两栋楼的破窗户之间相距不到一米，中间挂着几十条油腻腻的网线。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5YaN5Lmf5ZCD5LiN5LiL5LqG77yM57Si5oCn5LiA6IKh6ISR5bCG6Imy6aaZ5ZGz5L+x5YWo55qE55uS6aWt5YWo5omU5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他再也吃不下了，索性一股脑将色香味俱全的盒饭全扔了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiN55+l5LuO5L2V5pe26LW377yM5LuW5a+55ZCD6aWt55qE5Z+65pys6KaB5rGC5LiN5LuF5LuF6ZmQ5LqO6aWt6I+c55qE5aW95Z2P77yM6L+Y5pyJ57uT5a6e5aW955yL55qE6aSQ5YW377yM6L+Y5pyJ5bCx6aSQ55qE5qGM5qSF5p2/5Yez77yM6L+Y5pyJ5a695aSn5piO5Lqu55qE56qX5oi377yM6L+Y5pyJ5bmy5YeA5YWJ5ruR55qE5aKZ5aOB77yM6L+Y5pyJ5riF54i96YCa55WF55qE56m65rCU4oCm4oCmPC9wPg=='));</script>

    不知从何时起，他对吃饭的基本要求不仅仅限于饭菜的好坏，还有结实好看的餐具，还有就餐的桌椅板凳，还有宽大明亮的窗户，还有干净光滑的墙壁，还有清爽通畅的空气……<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5ZKM6Ieq5bex5LmL6Ze077yM6ZqU552A6YeN6YeN5bGx5bOm44CC5qih57OK5Y+I57u15bu277yM55yL5Ly86L+R77yM5a6e5YiZ6L+c44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他和自己之间，隔着重重山峦。模糊又绵延，看似近，实则远。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5omU5LqG55uS6aWt77yM5L2V6Ie06L+c6Lq65Zyo5bqK5LiK5Y+R5ZGG77yM5LuO5LiL5Y2I5LiA54K55Yiw5LiL5Y2I5Zub54K577yM55u05Yiw5LiI5Lq65omT55S16K+d5Y+r5LuW5Y675o6l5ry+5ry+77yM5LuW5omN5YOP5aSn5qKm5Yid6YaS5LiA6Iis77yM5rSX5aS05rSX5r6h44CB5o2i6KGj5o2i6Z6L77yM5Y675o6l5aWz5YS/44CC5pma5LiK5ZKM5aWz5YS/5ZCD55qE6L+Z6aG/6aWt77yM5piv5LuW56a75a625Lul5ZCO5ZCD5b6X5pyA5pyJ6IOD5Y+j55qE5LiA5qyh77yM5Lmf5piv5pyA5b+D6YW455qE5LiA5qyh44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    扔了盒饭，何致远躺在床上发呆，从下午一点到下午四点，直到丈人打电话叫他去接漾漾，他才像大梦初醒一般，洗头洗澡、换衣换鞋，去接女儿。晚上和女儿吃的这顿饭，是他离家以后吃得最有胃口的一次，也是最心酸的一次。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    “爸爸你去哪里了”、“爸爸你睡在哪里呀”、“爸爸你为什么不回来”、“爸爸你是不是不喜欢爷爷”、“爸爸你什么时候回家呢”、“爸爸你明天还接我放学吗”、“爸爸晚上你能给我讲故事吗”、“爸爸为什么你和妈妈都不回家呢”……漾漾开口闭口不停地问，每个问题皆问得如针扎一般。他那么爱她，却回答不了她的问题。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Li65LuA5LmI5LiN5Zue5a625ZGi77yfPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他为什么不回家呢？<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2V6Ie06L+c5aaC5piv6Ieq6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    何致远如是自问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Zyo6Lef6Ieq5bex6LCI5Yik5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他在跟自己谈判吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5oCd57Si6Imv5LmF5aaC5piv5omA562U44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    思索良久如是所答。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5oOz5om+5Lu95bel5L2c77yM5LuW5Zyo562J5b6F6Ieq5bex6KGM5Yqo77yb5LuW5oOz5YGa5Zue5Y6f5p2l55qE5pWZ5biI77yM5LuW5Zyo562J5b6F6Ieq5bex55qE5ZCM5oSP5ZKM5pSv5oyB77yb5LuW5aSa5bm05oeS5pWj5b+954S26KaB6YeN5Zue56S+5Lya77yM6KeJ5Y6L5Yqb5aSq5aSn77yM5omA5Lul5LuW5Zyo562J6Ieq5bex5LiL5Yaz5a6a5bm26L+I5Ye656ys5LiA5q2l4oCm4oCm5LuW5pyJ5b6I5aSa5b6I5aSa5oOz5rOV4oCU4oCU5a6e6ZmF5oiW5LiN5YiH5a6e55qE44CB5oSa6KCi5oiW5Y+v6KGM55qE44CB5aSp55yf5oiW5pyJ5Y+v6IO955qE4oCm4oCm5LuW5Zyo562J5b6F6Ieq5bex5YGa5oqJ5oup44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他想找份工作，他在等待自己行动；他想做回原来的教师，他在等待自己的同意和支持；他多年懒散忽然要重回社会，觉压力太大，所以他在等自己下决定并迈出第一步……他有很多很多想法——实际或不切实的、愚蠢或可行的、天真或有可能的……他在等待自己做抉择。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2V6Ie06L+c5peg5rOV5b275bqV5Zyw6LCD5Yqo6Ieq5bex77yM5LqO5piv5LuW5Zyo562J5b6F77yM562J5b6F5LiA5Liq5by65pyJ5Yqb55qE6Ieq5bex5Ye6546w44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    何致远无法彻底地调动自己，于是他在等待，等待一个强有力的自己出现。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    这段在外的日子并不好受，甚至十分煎熬——对年龄的煎熬，对自信力的煎熬，对毅力的煎熬，对前途或后半生的煎熬……他什么也没做，却坐如针毡。大脑每天涌现出无数的想法，理智却给自己打出不及格的分数，该怎么形容这种中年人的不自信呢？毕竟，他并非一个二十出头初入社会的、好高骛远没有技能的、找不到工作便回家啃老的、实在不行寻个有钱人嫁了或者取个媳妇生娃的年轻人。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5qGC6Iux5q+P5aSp6YKj5LmI5b+Z77yM5LuW5b6I576h5oWV5aW544CC5LuW576h5oWV5omA5pyJ5pyJ5bel5L2c5Y+v5b+Z44CB5pyJ5LqL5Lia6KaB5aWL5paX44CB5pyJ5L2/5ZG95Zyo5bGl6KGM44CB5pyJ5qKm5oOz5Zyo6L+95rGC55qE5Lq644CC5LuW5ZGi77yM5oOz5rOV5aSq5aSa77yM5Y+q5piv5bCR5LqG5LiA6aKX6L+95rGC55qE5b+D44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    桂英每天那么忙，他很羡慕她。他羡慕所有有工作可忙、有事业要奋斗、有使命在履行、有梦想在追求的人。他呢，想法太多，只是少了一颗追求的心。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+55Sf5rS75Y+Y5b6X5LiN5YaN6L275b+r77yM5Lmf5LiN6YKj5LmI6aG65Yip5oiW566A5Y2V44CC5L2V6Ie06L+c5Lul5Li65LuW6L+Y6IO95YaZ5Ye65ZKM5Y6f5YWI5LiA6Iis5peg5LqM55qE44CK54G16aOe57uP44CL77yM5Y+v5piv77yM5LuW5omL6IWV5YO156Gs44CB55So5Yqb5aSq54yb77yM5LiN5piv5omL5oqW5bCx5piv5o2644CB5pKH5oqY44CB5byv5Yu+5YaZ5b6X6L+H5LqO57KX6YeN77yM5YaZ5a6M5ZCO6Ieq5bex55yL6Ieq5bex5Li05pG555qE77yM6L+e5Lmm5rOV5Lmf6L+c6LCI5LiN5LiK44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    生活变得不再轻快，也不那么顺利或简单。何致远以为他还能写出和原先一般无二的《灵飞经》，可是，他手腕僵硬、用力太猛，不是手抖就是捺、撇折、弯勾写得过于粗重，写完后自己看自己临摹的，连书法也远谈不上。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5Lul5Li65LuW6L+Y5Y+v5Lul77yM5a6e6ZmF5LiK5LuW5beu5b6X6L+c44CC5L2V6Ie06L+c5Zyo5ZKM6Ieq5bex5a+56LWM77yM5Y205LiN5pWi5ou/5Ye65a+56LWM55qE5Lic6KW/44CC5Zyo5oGQ5oOn5aSx5Y675a625bqt5LmL5YmN77yM5LuW5oGQ5oOn6Ieq5bex5YWI5LiA5q2l5aSx5Y676Ieq5bex44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他以为他还可以，实际上他差得远。何致远在和自己对赌，却不敢拿出对赌的东西。在恐惧失去家庭之前，他恐惧自己先一步失去自己。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6L+Y6KaB5YaN5YaZ5ZCX77yf566X5LqG5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    还要再写吗？算了吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5o6l5LiL5p2l5bmy5LuA5LmI77yf6Z2Z5b+D5ZCn44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    接下来干什么？静心吧。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YeN5Li66L275qC577yM6Z2Z5Li66LqB5ZCb44CC5piv5Lul5ZCb5a2Q57uI5pel6KGM5LiN56a76L6O6YeN77yM6Jm95pyJ6I2j6KeC77yM54eV5aSE6LaF54S244CC5aWI5L2V5LiH5LmY5LmL5Li777yM6ICM5Lul6Lqr6L275aSp5LiL77yf6L275YiZ5aSx5qC577yM6LqB5YiZ5aSx5ZCb44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “重为轻根，静为躁君。是以君子终日行不离辎重，虽有荣观，燕处超然。奈何万乘之主，而以身轻天下？轻则失根，躁则失君。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5L2V6Ie06L+c57+75Ye644CK6YGT5b6357uP44CL77yM5omT566X5bCG6L+Z5LiA56ug6IOM5Y2B5LiD6YGN77yM54S25ZCO5YWl552h44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    何致远翻出《道德经》，打算将这一章背十七遍，然后入睡。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YeN5Li66L275qC577yM6Z2Z5Li66LqB5ZCb44CC5piv5Lul5ZCb5a2Q57uI5pel6KGM5LiN56a76L6O6YeN77yM6Jm95pyJ6I2j6KeC77yM54eV5aSE6LaF54S244CC5aWI5L2V5LiH5LmY5LmL5Li74oCm4oCm4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “重为轻根，静为躁君。是以君子终日行不离辎重，虽有荣观，燕处超然。奈何万乘之主……”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LuW5q+P5pma6YO95Zyo6IOM77yM6ZqP5omL57+75Yiw5LiA56ug77yM5oiW6ICF5om+5LiA56ug6IO95a6J56We5a6a5b+D55qE77yM5Y+v5oOc5rKh5pyJ5LiA5pma6IO95aSf55So5b+D5LqO5LiA5Zyw6IOM5Yiw56ys5Y2B5LiD6YGN44CC5p2C5b+15YOP5rK46IW+55qE5rC05LiA5qC377yM5ZG85Zmc5Zmc5Zyw54GM6L+b5LuW6ISR5aOz6YeM77yM5pCF5Lmx5LuW5Y6f5pys5LuO5LiN5LqM55So55qE5LiA6aKX5b+D44CC6L+Z5q615pe26Ze05Zyo5Ye656ef5bGL6YeM77yM5LuW5LuO5pyq5YeM5pmo5LiJ54K55Lul5YmN5YWl552h6L+H44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    他每晚都在背，随手翻到一章，或者找一章能安神定心的，可惜没有一晚能够用心于一地背到第十七遍。杂念像沸腾的水一样，呼噜噜地灌进他脑壳里，搅乱他原本从不二用的一颗心。这段时间在出租屋里，他从未凌晨三点以前入睡过。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5LiA6aKX5b+D5LiN6Z2Z77yM5ZOq5oCV5Zyo54ut5bCP5bm95pqX55qE55+z56qf6YeM54us6Ieq5LiA5Lq65LiN6KeB5YWJ5Zyw5omT5Z2Q5LiJ5bm05LiJ5pyI6Zu25LiJ5aSp77yM5Ye65LqG55+z56qf5L6d54S25b+D6L+55p2C5Lmx44CB6Zq+5oq15qyy5b+144CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    一颗心不静，哪怕在狭小幽暗的石窟里独自一人不见光地打坐三年三月零三天，出了石窟依然心迹杂乱、难抵欲念。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pif5YS/5aeQ77yM5oCO5LmI5LqG5L2g77yf5oSj56We5LqG6L+Y77yB4oCd5pma5LiK5Y2B54K55aSa77yM5a2U5bmz5Y+I5o+Q552A5Yeg5qC35rC05p6c6L+b5bqX5LqG77yM5YiH5aW95Lul5ZCO77yM5LuW55So55uY5a2Q5bCG5rC05p6c56uv5Ye65p2l5pS+5Zyo5bqX6Zeo5Y+j55qE6YKj5byg5qGM5a2Q5LiK44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “星儿姐，怎么了你？愣神了还！”晚上十点多，孔平又提着几样水果进店了，切好以后，他用盘子将水果端出来放在店门口的那张桌子上。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5YyF5pmT5pif5oOz6LW35YS/5a2Q5Y+I5Zue5Yiw5LqG5Yac5om55biC5Zy677yM5LiN55+l5YS/5a2Q5piv5ZCm6YCC5bqU44CB5Lya5LiN5Lya5a6z5oCV44CB5ZKM6ZKf55CG5aSE5b6X5aaC5L2V77yM5ZCM5pe25rex5rex5Zyw6LSj5oCq6Ieq5bex5rKh5pyJ5pys5LqL6K6p5YS/5a2Q6L+H5LiK5peg5b+n5peg6JmR55qE55Sf5rS777yM5Li65q2k5oOz552A5oOz552A6LWw5LqG56We44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    包晓星想起儿子又回到了农批市场，不知儿子是否适应、会不会害怕、和钟理处得如何，同时深深地责怪自己没有本事让儿子过上无忧无虑的生活，为此想着想着走了神。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6L+Z5Lya5YS/5bqX6YeM5rKh5Lq677yM5ZCD54K55rC05p6c5ZCn77yB4oCd5a2U5bmz5bCG5Lik55Oj54Gr6b6Z5p6c6YCS57uZ5YyF5pmT5pif44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “这会儿店里没人，吃点水果吧！”孔平将两瓣火龙果递给包晓星。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5o6o6L6e77yM5a2U5bmz56Gs5aGe77yM5LqO5piv5aW55o6l6L+H5LqG44CC5b6F56qm5aSn5ZOl6L+H5p2l5LiA6LW35ZCD55qE5pe25YCZ77yM5aW55omN5ZCM5ZCD44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    晓星推辞，孔平硬塞，于是她接过了。待窦大哥过来一起吃的时候，她才同吃。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    吃完水果三人一起嗑瓜子，边嗑边聊，窦冬青永远望着店门口，时时等着客人来。孔平最近有点心散，两只眼老是围着晓星转。晓星思念梅梅、心疼学成，忙的时候空心忙，闲的时候肚里全是一双儿女。十点半，到了晓星下班的时间，她正收拾东西要走，忽然孔平也麻利地收拾好自己的东西过来搭话。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5pif5YS/5aeQ77yM6KaB5LiN6KaB5oiR6YCB5L2g77yf4oCd5ZyG5aS05ZyG6ISR55qE5a2U5bmz56yR5b6X5peg5q+U54G/54OC77yM54G/54OC5Lit6YCP552A5LiJ5YiG6Iux5L+K44CB5LiJ5YiG5piO5pyX44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “星儿姐，要不要我送你？”圆头圆脑的孔平笑得无比灿烂，灿烂中透着三分英俊、三分明朗。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pmT5pif5ouO6LW35YyF77yM5Yia6Lef5Yas6Z2S5omT5a6M5oub5ZG877yM5Zue5aS06KeB5a2U5bmz5Yay5aW56K+06K+d77yM5b+Z5pGH5LqG5pGH5aS04oCc5LiN55So77yB5LiN55So77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    晓星拎起包，刚跟冬青打完招呼，回头见孔平冲她说话，忙摇了摇头“不用！不用！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc546w5Zyo5piv5Y2B5LiA5pyI77yM5aSp6buR5b6X5pep77yM5bqX6YeM55qE55Sf5oSP5Lmf5rKh5pyJ5aSP5aSp6YKj5LmI5b+Z5LqG77yM5L2g5LiA5Liq5Lq65Y2K5aSc5Zue5Y6777yM5LiN5oCV6Lev5LiK5Ye65LqL5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “现在是十一月，天黑得早，店里的生意也没有夏天那么忙了，你一个人半夜回去，不怕路上出事吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZO877yB6L+Z5piv5rex5Zyz77yB4oCd5pmT5pif5Ya35Ya35LiA56yR77yM56yR6YeM5rOb552A6K+n5byC44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “哼！这是深圳！”晓星冷冷一笑，笑里泛着诧异。

    请勿开启浏览器阅读模式，否则将导致章节内容缺失及无法阅读下一章。<h3>71上 练字诵读如坐愁城 纸媒传播日暮途穷（第2页）</h3><script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR5pCs5Zyw5pa55LqG77yM5Zyo5YyX5aS055qE5p2R5a2Q6YeM77yM5Yia5aW96Lef5L2g6aG66Lev77yB4oCd5a2U5bmz5pKS6LCO44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “我搬地方了，在北头的村子里，刚好跟你顺路！”孔平撒谎。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5oiR6aqR6L2m5Zue5Y6777yM5Ye65LqG5p2R5omr5Yiw6Ieq6KGM6L2m5bCx5YWI6LWw5LqG77yM5aSq5pma5LqG77yM6LWw6Lev6LS55pe26Ze044CC4oCd5pmT5pif5Zue6YG/44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “我骑车回去，出了村扫到自行车就先走了，太晚了，走路费时间。”晓星回避。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj5oiQ77yM5ZKx5LiA5Z2X57uZ5L2g5om+6L2m5Y675ZCn77yB4oCd5a2U5bmz5Y6a552A6IS455qu6Lef552A5YyF5pmT5pif5Y675om+6L2m44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “那成，咱一块给你找车去吧！”孔平厚着脸皮跟着包晓星去找车。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5om+5Yiw6L2m5Lul5ZCO77yM55uu6YCB5pmT5pif56a75byA77yM5a2U5bmz6YeN5paw6L+U5Zue6bq76L6j54Or55qE5bqX6YeM44CC5LuW5ZOq5pyJ5pCs5a625ZGA77yM5aSp5aSp5pma5LiK5oyk5Zyo5LuW6KGo5ZOl5bqX6YeM55qE6aG25qOa5L2P77yM5bm26Z2e5Li65LqG55yB6ZKx77yM6ICM5piv57uZ5Yas6Z2S55yL5bqX44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    找到车以后，目送晓星离开，孔平重新返回麻辣烫的店里。他哪有搬家呀，天天晚上挤在他表哥店里的顶棚住，并非为了省钱，而是给冬青看店。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5a2U5bmz6LiP6L+b5bqX6Zeo5Y+j55qE5pe25YCZ77yM56qm5Yas6Z2S5oSP5ZGz5rex6ZW/5Zyw55yL5LqG55y86KGo5byf77yM5peg5aWI5Zyw5pGH5pGH5aS077yM5LiA56yR5LqG5LmL44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    孔平踏进店门口的时候，窦冬青意味深长地看了眼表弟，无奈地摇摇头，一笑了之。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6Ieq5LuO55Sf5LqG6L+Z5b+D5oCd5LmL5ZCO77yM5a2U5bmz5pel5pel5o+j5pGp44CC5pmT5pif5Zyo5rex5Zyz5pyJ5oi/5pyJ5a625pyJ5YS/5aWz77yM6Ieq5bex5ZGi77yf5LiA5peg5omA5pyJ44CC6KaB5oOz6K6p5pif5YS/5aeQ5a+55LuW5pyJ5oSP5oCd77yM5b+F5a6a6KaB5pyJ6Ieq5bex5q2j5YS/5YWr57uP55qE5LqL5oOF5YGa44CC57un57ut55WZ5Zyo6KGo5ZOl55qE5bqX6YeM5re35pel5a2Q44CB6Lqy5riF6Zey44CB55aX5oOF5Lyk77yM5a6e6Z2e6ZW/5LmF5LmL6K6h44CC5pe25LiN5oiR5b6F77yM6KaB5b6X5Yiw5b+D5Luq55qE5aWz5Lq677yM6aaW5YWI6ZyA6KaB5Zyo5rex5Zyz56uL6Laz44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    自从生了这心思之后，孔平日日揣摩。晓星在深圳有房有家有儿女，自己呢？一无所有。要想让星儿姐对他有意思，必定要有自己正儿八经的事情做。继续留在表哥的店里混日子、躲清闲、疗情伤，实非长久之计。时不我待，要得到心仪的女人，首先需要在深圳立足。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5q2k5pe255qE5a2U5bmz5pep6Z2e5Lul5YmN55qE5a2U5bmz5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    此时的孔平早非以前的孔平了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    孔平并没有告诉表哥他对晓星的情感，他知表哥早看出眉目来了，也清楚表哥的态度。今晚关店以后，他打算告知表哥他琢磨良久才定下来的大主意——在深圳开家五金铺子。格局不用太大，地段儿不用太好，只要表哥赞助一点点启动费，加上他原来还有的积蓄，再朝家里的亲戚借一点儿，开五金店的想法并不缥缈。干五金行当是他从小到大唯一能干出眉目、有点成就的事情，孔平把这看作他的本行。倘若有家店，慢慢盘算、精心运营、努力攒客户，迟早会在大深圳扎下根来。到那时候，再向晓星开口，结局一定不会太差。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZSv5LiA55qE6Zeu6aKY5bCx5piv6KaB5b+r77yM5YW16LS156We6YCf77yM5Yir562J5pmT5pif6YKj5aS05pyJ5Yqo6Z2Z5LqG5LuW5omN5byA5Y+j77yM5bKC5LiN5pma5LqG77yf6ZSZ5aSx55y85YmN6Imv5Lq677yM5oGQ5oCV57uI6Lqr6YGX5oa+44CC5rWu6LqB55qE5a2U5bmz6L+R5p2l5peg5oSP6K+G5Lit5pep5byA5aeL5Zyo5ZGo6L655a+75om+5byA5bqX55qE6ZO65a2Q5LqG44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    唯一的问题就是要快，兵贵神速，别等晓星那头有动静了他才开口，岂不晚了？错失眼前良人，恐怕终身遗憾。浮躁的孔平近来无意识中早开始在周边寻找开店的铺子了。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5pma5LiK6ams5qGC6Iux6K+35LqG5LqU5a625a6i5oi357uP55CG5ZCD6aWt77yM6aWt5ZCO6YCB5LqG5Lik5L2N6L+c6YGT6ICM5p2l55qE5Zue5a6+6aaG77yM6YCB5a6M5Lq65bey57uP5Y2B54K55Y2K5LqG44CC5LuK5aSp5piv6YOR5bCP5bGx5YGa5omL5pyv55qE6YeN6KaB5pel5a2Q77yM5aW55b+D5LiL6L+H5LiN5Y6777yM5oSj5piv5pma5LiK5Y2B5LiA54K55LuO5Y2X5bGx6YKj6L656LW25Yiw5LqG5biC5Lit5b+D55qE5Yy76Zmi44CC5omL5pyv5ZCO55qE6YOR5bCP5bGx6L+Y5Zyo6bq76YaJ5pyf77yM6ICB6YOR6KeB5qGC6Iux5p2l5LqG77yM5LiJ6KiA5Lik6K+t5Zyw5Lqk5Luj5LuK5aSp5omL5pyv55qE57uT5p6c44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    晚上马桂英请了五家客户经理吃饭，饭后送了两位远道而来的回宾馆，送完人已经十点半了。今天是郑小山做手术的重要日子，她心下过不去，愣是晚上十一点从南山那边赶到了市中心的医院。手术后的郑小山还在麻醉期，老郑见桂英来了，三言两语地交代今天手术的结果。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5omL5pyv5LiN5piv5b6I5oiQ5Yqf77yM5aSW5Lyk5L+u5aSN5LqG77yM6KeG572R6Iac5rKh5rOV5a2Q5L+u44CC5Yy755Sf6K+05Y+z55y85oSf5YWJ5Y+v5Lul77yM5Lul5ZCO55yL5Lic6KW/4oCm4oCm5oCV5piv5LiN5Lit5LqG4oCm4oCm4oCd6ICB6YOR5ru05ru0562U562U6K6y5LqG5b6I5aSa77yM5LiA6IS455qE6aKT5Lin5rex5LiN6KeB5bqV44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “手术不是很成功，外伤修复了，视网膜没法子修。医生说右眼感光可以，以后看东西……怕是不中了……”老郑滴滴答答讲了很多，一脸的颓丧深不见底。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    桂英不知如何应答，跟老郑坐在小郑床边，干巴巴地坐着，权当在这里喘口气，休息休息，安静安静。今天在展馆内跑了一天，小腿和脚早肿了，膝盖感觉磨损过度有点僵硬，衣服汗湿了好几次，说话说得嗓子沙哑，电话打得手机发烫，喝酒喝得肠胃痉挛，赔笑笑得脸蛋酸胀……此刻清清静静地坐在这里，挺好的。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5bCP5bGx5a625LiN5a655piT5ZWK77yM5LuW5LiA5Liq5Lq65YW7552A5aqz5aaH5ZKM5aiD5YS/77yM5LiK6Z2i6L+Y5pyJ5Liq6ICB5aiY5ZGi77yB4oCd6ICB6YOR5pyJ5LiA5pCt5rKh5LiA5pCt5Zyw5byA6IWU44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “小山家不容易啊，他一个人养着媳妇和娃儿，上面还有个老娘呢！”老郑有一搭没一搭地开腔。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOm77yf5LiA55u05rKh5ZCs6K+077yM5Y+q55+l5LuW6ICB5amG5a2p5a2Q44CC4oCd5qGC6Iux5Zue6YGT44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “哦？一直没听说，只知他老婆孩子。”桂英回道。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5LiN5piv5Lqy55qE77yB5LuW54i45Y6f5YWI5ai25LqG5LiA5Liq77yM55Sf5LqG5LuW77yM5LuW5Lqy5aaI5Z2Q5pyI5a2Q55qE5pe25YCZ6LWw5LqG44CC5ZCO5p2l5ai255qE546w5Zyo6L+Z5Liq77yM5q+U5LuW54i45aSn5aW95Lqb5bKB5pWw5ZGi44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “不是亲的！他爸原先娶了一个，生了他，他亲妈坐月子的时候走了。后来娶的现在这个，比他爸大好些岁数呢。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc546w5Zyo5bCP5bGx5YW7552A4oCm4oCm5LuW57un5q+N5ZCX77yf4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “现在小山养着……他继母吗？”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6K+25a+55aS077yB6ICB5aSq5aSq5Lq65aW977yM5b+D5ZaE77yM5L+h5L2b77yM5aSp5aSp5Zyo5bGL6YeM5b+157uP5ZGi44CC6Ium5ZG95Lq65ZGA77yM5auB5LqG5LiJ5Zue77yB5LiJ5Liq6ICB5rGJ5YWo5q275LqG77yB5Lq65a626K+05aW55YWL5aSr44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “诶对头！老太太人好，心善，信佛，天天在屋里念经呢。苦命人呀，嫁了三回！三个老汉全死了！人家说她克夫。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOm77yB4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “哦！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5aW95Zyo6YKj5Lq65a+55bCP5bGx5aW977yM5LuW54i46LWw5ZCO6YKj5amG5aiY5LiA5Liq5Lq656eN5Zyw5YW75rS75bCP5bGx77yM5YW75Yiw6auY5Lit5Lul5ZCO77yM5p2R6YeM5Lq655yL552A6YO95LiN5a655piT44CC4oCdPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “好在那人对小山好，他爸走后那婆娘一个人种地养活小山，养到高中以后，村里人看着都不容易。”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc6YKj4oCm4oCm5aW55rKh5YW25LuW5a2p5a2Q5ZCX77yf4oCd5qGC6Iux6Zeu44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “那……她没其他孩子吗？”桂英问。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    “有！人家不要她了！她亲子在大城市买房的时候嫌她不出钱，后来她子生娃了，打电话叫她进城带孩子，她说小山没人养，结果得罪那边了！那儿媳妇也嫌她又老又脏的，老太婆去了几回城里，人家两口子不待见！现在快七十了呢，你知小山才多大——二十多！那婆娘比小山他爸大了十来岁呢！奇怪！人家两感情还好，可惜他爸出事后死了！”<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc5ZOm77yB4oCd5qGC6Iux6L275Y+544CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “哦！”桂英轻叹。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+4oCc546w5Zyo5aW95Lqb44CC5bCP5bGx5aqz5aaH5Zyo5aSW6Z2i5omT5bel77yM5bCP5bGx5LuW5aiD5YS/57uZ5LuW5aaI5bim5ZGi77yM6ICB5amG5a2Q5LiD5Y2B5LqG6Lqr5L2T5Yip57Si5b6X5b6I77yM5bim5aiD5rKh6Zeu6aKY44CC5oiR6YKj5aSp5omT55S16K+d6K+05bCP5bGx5Ye65LqL5LqG77yM6ICB5amG5a2Q5ZOt5b6X5ZOH5ZOH5Zyw77yM5ZOO4oCm4oCm4oCd6ICB6YOR5pGH5aS044CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    “现在好些。小山媳妇在外面打工，小山他娃儿给他妈带呢，老婆子七十了身体利索得很，带娃没问题。我那天打电话说小山出事了，老婆子哭得哇哇地，哎……”老郑摇头。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+5ZCs6ICB6YOR6K6y5LqG5LiA5Lya5YS/77yM5pyA5ZCO5rKh6K+d5LqG77yM5pe26Ze05Lmf5aSq5pma5LqG77yM6ICB6YOR6aKR6aKR5omT5ZOI5qyg77yM5qGC6Iux5LqO5piv5pKR6LW35peg5Yqb55qE6Lqr5L2T77yM5ZKM6ICB6YOR5L2c5Yir44CC5LiA6Lev5byA6L2m5Zue5p2l77yM5by65omT552A57K+56We77yM5Yiw5a625pe25pW05Liq5Lq65pep6Jma6ISx5LqG44CC5rKh5Y245aaG5rKh6ISx6KGj77yM5aWz5Lq65YCS5Zyo5bqK5LiK5ZaY5aSn5rCU77yM55u8552A5LiJ56eS552h552A77yM5Y205oCO5LmI5Lmf552h5LiN552A44CCPC9wPg=='));</script>

    听老郑讲了一会儿，最后没话了，时间也太晚了，老郑频频打哈欠，桂英于是撑起无力的身体，和老郑作别。一路开车回来，强打着精神，到家时整个人早虚脱了。没卸妆没脱衣，女人倒在床上喘大气，盼着三秒睡着，却怎么也睡不着。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('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'));</script>

    每个人都是一条线——命运之线，在无数个别人的生命里穿来穿去，将自己和别人交织成一张大网。推而广之，世界看起来如此偶然，偶然如小山被大灯砸伤一般。造物主随意地在大地上洒了一把五花八门的种子，给它各色各样的成长条件，然后坐观其后，看它长成何种面目。也许，人类是造物主的一场以偶然性、必然性为主题的实验，实验结果既在预料之中，也在预料之外。想想自己和小山的偶然相识，和小山妻、子、继母的间接认识，桂英认为命运看起来更像是一场偶然的碰撞，谁也不能左右什么。<script>document.writeln(qsbs.bb('PHA+6ICB6ams5b+15Y+o56ys5LiA5aSp5byA5bGV77yM5qGC6Iux6IKv5a6a5b+Z5Liq5bqV5pyd5aSp77yM5pio5pma562J5aW55Zue5p2l77yM562J5Yiw5Y2B5LiA54K55Y2K6L+Y5LiN6KeB5Lq677yM5omT55u55YS/55qE6ICB5aS05ouN5ouN6IW/5b+D5oOz566X5LqG77yM5Zue5oi/552h5Y675LqG44CC5LuK5pep5YS/5LiA6YaS5p2l77yM6I-->>

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